Thursday, November 30, 2006

You had hopes, dreams, goals...things that made you
the person that I loved and cherished beyond anything in this world.
You painted lovely pictures in my head, ones that made me want to
support you and stand by your through anything.
Now, it feels like we're only friends in name, not actuality.
I'm just a hollow shell of the person I used to be, And you could care less.
You lied to me and made it seem like you were willing to fight for me,
but now I see that, that was too a figment of my imagination.
The person you were is now hidden under layers of the person someone wanted you to be
You were so blinded that you forgot yourself, turned into a person that you thought they would want.

So, the moral of the story is: Don't think in terms of forever, you'll just get your heart broken and your soul crushed.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

I love with all my heart,

because I have yet to find a reason not too.


In a world swarming with hate, a little bit of love makes alot of difference.


I can't help but forge connections with people. But I know I invest too much in these connections.
Because if the string that binds us together even wavers, I start to panic.

Panic should be my middle name.


So here I am, PANICING.