I will ALWAYS love you.
you were the first person that God took away from me.
I remember there being bad times, I know they were there, but all I visualize is your smile.
Through the suffering, your smile.
Through the pain, your smile.
Your smile, your smile, your smile.

How?
It seems like any minor mishap reduces me to tears,
and yet you managed to take on the world at the age of 11.
11, we were only 11 and yet you were the wisest person in the world.

I know,
I know that I hid you away in a corner of my heart for many years.

But now I stare into your eyes, twice.
I love them.
I love them the way the need to be loved.

But not like I loved you.
Not like you would have loved them.

I am so sorry.