random update.

Things within the next 24 hours that I am happy about:

• Chinni is coming home :)
• Chinni, Mug, and I will hang out
• A phone call from Nane
• Getting to talk to Ashish online
  
• A phone call from Tima
• The pint of Godiva ice cream in my freezer

So, I finally figured out some things about myself. Which, obviously came at a very good time.

I'm not proud of the things that have happened in my past, and I was letting them affect my present. That should have never happened

I had a disagreement with one of the people I am closest to in the world. It was me projecting bad feelings that I had about myself onto her.
She went away to college and I feel so lost! We hung out like EVERYDAY and talked on the phone for at least 5 of the 6 hours that we were NOT together.

I continued with someone :)
She and I made some realizations about ourselves and how we need to conduct ourselves.
We don't always have to be the friend, we can be the sister to.
I love her, and no matter how long we go without talking, I will always consider her one of the 5 people who are closest to me, if only because of our history.